I am so sick and tired of dumb asses... D:<

So I just wasted about thirty minutes of my life watching Adam Lambert videos... And let me tell you... *drum roll start here* No wonder Kris Allen won American Idol!! Adam Lambert is such a punk ass wannabe that I kind of want to stab my eyes out every time I see him! Not only that but he's a horrible singer! Anyone can sing with their tongue hanging out of their mouths... It's not that difficult AND will cause drool. It's amazing how epically horrible some people's taste in music are. Adam Lambert is a disgrace to the 'unk rock' world. He should stick to Broadway Musicals because that's where he sounds like he belongs.

On to better things, I failed NaNoWriMo!! At least I tried right? Well yeah... Not really... I got halfway through and stopped. It's an epic fail on my part. It just goes to show I'm lazy!! Right now I'm watching Asian music videos and let me just say... I've watched so many that I think I'm starting to imagine Korean pretty boys dancing in my head... =3=

Well I'm going to go do random things so I'll journal more later! CX

Let's go party in Korea baby~!! CX

So you want to know why I'm writing this right? Riiiiggghhhttt?! Well because my mom decided that she wanted to go to Seoul next summer to visit granny so I asked if I could go with... Well I'm going to try my best to save as much money as possible so I can go! Do you know what that means Jamie love? I WON'T BE THAT FAR FROM YOU!! So we should so go party in Seoul and have fun... Except we're not nineteen and can't drink yet... But we could find other ways to enjoy it!!

You want to know about the title huh? Yeah... G-Dragon song 'Hello' ft. Dara. They look adorable together!! >___< I wouldn't mind if he liked her. Anyways, I thought it was time for me to put up a new journal. And let me tell you... School... Is... Tiring... D: But I have been writing some. Only a little... =3= I have a few new stories now... I'm so distracted and this is what happens. I think you'll like them though. The stories are very interesting! CX I tell you a little about them too!

1. Remembering the Past: (Original)
A boy named Kwon Taeri fell in love when he was in New York City and believed this girl had died and it was his fault. But out of nowhere a girl who looks exactly like her and has the same name transfers to his school. Her name is Lee Eunmi and she thinks it's her mission to stand up for her friend who got rejected by Taeri and make him fall in love with her then break his heart. But along the way she starts to remember bits and pieces of her real past that her brother hadn't told her about.

2. My Boyfriend's Enemy: (Fan Fiction)
Park Haeri is a girl who grew up traveling Europe and America. Her junior year of high school she goes back home to her parents house after her favorite aunt dies of cancer. She was devastated to find that her brother, Hyuksu, wasn't there when she came home. That's when she met Jung Yunho, Kingka of Chungdong High School and leader of gang DBSK. She thinks she's madly in love with him but then her senior year transfers to Seoul High School and meets with her brother after a long time. But Seoul High and Chungdong High are two schools at war with one another. And her brother is best friends with Big Bang leader Kwon Jiyong.

3. 1+1=2: (Fan Fiction [Not New])
Okay so if you've kept up with this story then you know what's been happening with Yunho and Yeonhee and I don't need to explain. But I will say that I'm still working on this and there's a lot of misunderstandings and jumping to conclusions coming up. She loves him but thinks he loves her, he loves her but has no idea how to grab onto her heart kind of thing. Then people from Yeonhee's past show up and want to take her back with them.

And that's what I've been doing lately. Fun right? I just wanted to tell you guys what's been up lately... And this is it. Yeah... And homework, and violin, and a concert I want to go to but don't know if I can... And that's all I really have to say. So tell me what you think of the stories and maybe I'll post something! CX

Hey I know it's been awhile since I updated my journal on my life. I've been... busy? Well not really... But the past few days have been full of crying and life changing events. A friend of mine passed on the 14th. He was a sweet guy that I would give almost anything to have back. He was very special, he was always smiling and he was never angry. Always happy. He had a tumor in his lungs that ruptured. I cried all day when I figured out and then I cried some more. I think I'm almost done crying by now though. He was ftw all the way. I've been trying to get it off my mind but I don't think I'm ever going to forget him.

God... I remember a little over a month ago going to the movies with him and some other friends. We went to go see Transformers 2 and he was so excited. He went all the way to the front to sit in the front row seats. I remember him like I only saw him yesterday and I can't believe he's gone. It hurts to think about and I should probably stop typing about it or else I'm never going to stop crying.

The kid was special. That's all you have to know about him.

Christopher Robin Odle, you're someone who will be in our hearts forever. And I mean it! So watch over us for now. Until we come to see you in God's Kingdom.
~Monica